In a (creative) rut.

pencil drawing, 2019 (pardon the nudity)

Over the past few years, I’ve been moving down a path where I’m doing less and less creative things. I used to draw and paint regularly, and for a spell, I was learning hand lettering, first on paper, then on iPad. I started this blog as a creative outlet, though I would never necessarily call myself a writer by any means. I guess you could argue that baking is a more creative hobby as well? I usually find I’m at my most happy, or peaceful perhaps, when I’m doing something that errs more on the creative side; however, it’s been harder and harder for me to want to choose to do those types of things. My sketchbooks sit collecting dust, paints drying up. I haven’t really baked that much either recently and I have definitely been slacking to write anything on here.

Perhaps I’m uninspired after a year of sitting inside my apartment? Perhaps I’m changing and no longer love the things I used to? I really don’t know.

watercolor bouquet, 2019

I started thinking about this because I found out about a co-worker’s side hustle (running an entire business, might I add) and as she’s not the first co-worker I’ve had that has a fully functioning side business, I can’t help but wonder where on earth she gets the time because she works more hours than I do most days. I certainly don’t have the time or energy to do anything creative like I want, let alone run a business after my full time job. But then I think about how today, I went to Target and came home to watch HGTV. I’ve been reading and staring at my phone (hi Zillow) for most of the day. On evenings during the week, after work, I usually make dinner and settle in to watch TV until I go to read before bed. After thinking about it, I guess, I do have the time to do something on the side as well, that be a hobby or a business, but when did I get so lazy? The thought of even doing anything other than laying here right now was exhausting. When did I become like this? Was it 2020? Or is it just being apart of our society, shifting more towards becoming mindless technology obsessed robots?

I kind of hate myself for it.

But I don’t hate myself, because 2020 was a year and we all need to recuperate from it. I also cannot compare myself to my coworker or anyone else because I’m on my own journey and I need to respect their journey. Perhaps I need to let go of things that aren’t serving me anymore, but I have to wonder if sitting in front of my TV like a mindless zombie might be what’s not serving me anymore. I did read 60 books last year, and I’ve already read 20 this year, so I’m not exclusively zoning out in front of a screen, but I do miss painting and drawing and baking. I do want to do these things as I do have plenty of time, but I find I’m unable to bring myself to do them and before I know it, a whole day is gone.

Digital handlettering, 2019

I decided to share some of my art here, which I never do, but it does look like 2019 was the last year I really got into my creativity. When I think about it, I lived alone and I had my dining room table (ahem entire apartment really) as a creative space, so I was always working there. I do wish I had a space here that I could go to and work; I keep trying to push my boyfriend to move into a bigger apartment so I can have access to something like that again but he’s not budging for a few more months (SIGH). I also used to take drawing classes when I lived in Columbus, but all the classes here in LA are too expensive. I need to find space and time to create again.

Has anyone else experienced this within the last year? How do you allocate your time, especially when you’re feeling too lazy to do anything other than binge another show?

Sincerely,

Sara Ann

Sincerely Seven: Week 10

Happy (almost) spring all! I know we’ve lost an hour but we get more DAYLIGHT and I am thrilled. I am not thrilled that we stayed up last night watching Outlander, so I went to bed later than normal, but had to get up at the same time because cat. Coffee is most definitely fueling me today, but when isn’t it? I also feel *disgusting* while I’m writing this, I made donuts this AM and already ate about three, so I should probably go for a walk, but I’ll more than likely lay here for the rest of the day..

Cereal Milk Donuts!
  1. I have been binging ‘Under the Influence with Jo Piazza,’ a podcast about mommy influencers, history of influencers, etc, and WHEW I would recommend. It really breaks down the influencer world in general, from the start and how it evolved over time, and I could not stop listening. I’m not a mom, but I do follow some influencers who are moms and it’s very easy for me to succumb to products that influencers suggest across the board.
  2. This weekend, I’m tackling donuts…. Cereal Milk Donuts to be specific (see above). It merges cereal milk from the iconic, Milk Bar, and the custard from Bread Ahead Bakery in London (they rose to fame in early quarantine for their instagram baking tutorials). You can find the recipe here. It is a bit involved and a 2 day process, so if you want a more no fuss donut recipe, try Erin McDowell’s recipe here (which is the base for the cereal milk recipe), SO easy and SO tasty.
  3. A friend shared this article with me this week, about Armie Hammer’s recent drama and his family’s legacy that led up to this point. You guys, it’s wild! It’s a longer read, but 100% worth it. The texts he apparently sent? Oof. Thinking about his wife (who seems lovely from Instagram) and his children…
  4. I’ve been seeing baked oatmeal everywhere, and I’ve never had, but these recipes look really yummy? I’ll have to try some this week, has anyone tried baked oatmeal?
  5. Loved this NYT opinion piece about Taylor Swift and her lyrics taking us back to nature. I loved even more that it was written by a 50 year old dad, proving anyone can be a TS fan. She is ~t i m e l e s s~!
  6. A fun article for anyone else missing Wandavision this week, Jac Schaeffer, director of Wandvision, explains how Kathryn Hahn was chosen for the role of Agatha. Kathryn Hahn has been a favorite of mine for awhile now (did you watch Mrs. Fletcher?), but I loved her in Wandavision! I also loved that the entire writing staff wanted her for the show. As they should!
  7. A nice reminder to get yourself into more ethical fashion habits, here are 5 reminders of things you can do to create a more sustainable closet. Follow my Poshmark closet here, and always remember to check Poshmark, The RealReal, thredup, etc for pieces before you buy new!

Hope you all have a lovely week ahead!

Sincerely,

Sara Ann

Sincerely Seven: Week 8

Apologies for my absence over the last few weeks, I don’t really have an excuse other than laziness? And my birthday was last weekend so that counts for something right? I haven’t even been up to much, just cleaning and trying to re-organize my apartment (whilst simultaneously looking for a new one and convincing my boyfriend we need to move now). I mainly want to move because we’ve been in a one bedroom, together, working from home for 12 months now, and no we haven’t killed each other, but yes I feel like I live in a tin can and have been slowly losing my mind. I dream of moving back to Ohio and getting a whole house with plenty of space for storage and litter boxes and large beds, but for now, we’re here and I’m trying to make the best of it.

hike on my birthday, clearly did it for the view and this picture ๐Ÿ™‚

Here’s what got me through my birthday week:

  1. The Golden Globes are tonight (fingers crossed for another Schitt’s Creek sweep)! Here’s everything you need to know.
  2. Girl boss of the MONTH is Whitney Wolfe Herd, the CEO and founder of Bumble, who recently became the youngest female billionaire after taking Bumble public (while holding her baby son). Talk about a boss showing the world a woman can run a company and be a mom.
  3. I just made these peanut butter cups from Butternut Bakery blog; they were SO easy and taste SO good. Please try ASAP if desserts are your thing, I’m already thinking about making more.
  4. Joe Biden has been trucking along as president, doing things he said he would, and things he said he wouldn’t. He’s also been finalizing all his cabinet picks, here’s a quick list I found helpful to keep track of everyone, just so we all know who we can hold accountable for the next four years.
  5. I loved this interview with Lana Condor, star of the To All the Boys I’ve Loved Before franchise. I love both Lana and her character, Lara Jean, and I loved that she touched on body image issues and a lack of asian representation in Hollywood. I personally feel like Noah Centineo gets more fame after TATBILB movies which is annoying, since Lana clearly carries the franchise on her back and he’s just….good looking.
  6. This week, I found out about Tis the Damn Readathon and uhm? how did I not know about this (Shawna, I’m looking at you and your wealth of Taylor related info)? I wasn’t planning on reading anything specific in March, but here we go I guess!
  7. Finally, I love James Corden and his carpool karaokes (who doesn’t), but I was dying after this tour bus interview with Prince Harry. I thoroughly enjoyed their conversations, that got a lot more serious than I was expecting? Though I can’t stop thinking about Harry knowing the words to the Fresh Prince song, did he really know all the words? Imagining the Queen watching American TV sends me into overdrive. Also, the obstacle course at the end that features Prince Harry’s athletic abilities (read: fit/hot body) was very enjoyable, but also how did he not get any mud on him?!? I don’t understand…

Here’s to a new week and a new month and hopefully being a wee bit less lazy!

Sincerely,

Sara Ann

Sincerely Seven: Week 5

Sunday again. I spent this week trying to organize our apartment, cleaning out clothes I no longer wear, mopping, etc. Just being a boring adult really. I was finally able to go back to Target again but that was really the highlight of my weekend. I ordered things from the Container Store, so until that order comes, I can take a break from trying to organize and catch up on my reading.

King Arthur Cinny Rolls
  1. Today I made Perfectly Pillowy Cinnamon Rolls and you guys, this recipe is EASY and SO good. If you’ve ever been afraid of making rolls, or using yeast, I feel like this one is pretty fool-proof! And tastes delicious.
  2. Last night, Dan Levy hosted SNL and I was crying laughing from the Zillow Skit. I thought I was the only one who aimlessly creeped around Zillow and looked at homes in various cities that I’ll never live in, but I guess I’m not the only one who gets a thrill from this?
  3. If you follow my Instagram, you know I’ve gotten big into puzzling this year. Loved these puzzle options and definitely want to order the cat on the Vespa…
  4. Obviously today is a big day in America…Team Ruff won the Puppy Bowl. I was personally cheering for Team Ruff after Muffin scored the first touchdown, but good job to all the pups who played and were adopted! I’m honestly trying to figure out how I can be the referee next year…also, can we talk about Chunky Monkey?
  5. Amanda Gorman killed it with her poetry…again. I actually missed her performance, as I was too busy eating snacks, but loved her poem and LOVED her coat.
  6. The Golden Globe noms were released this week and many were snubbed, while Emily in Paris got multiple noms. Now we all know I loved EIP, but did it deserve any awards other than a Teen Choice Award? No. I’m SO mad Insecure, I May Destroy You, and Bridgerton got snubbed.
  7. Finally, in honor of Black History Month, here are 25 books by Black authors to read. I really want to read Heads of the Colored People.

Have a happy week ahead!

Sincerely,

Sara Ann

Sincerely Seven: Week 4

Hard to believe it’s the last day of January already! I know some that felt the month lasted 10 years, but I felt it went rather quickly. Tomorrow starts my birthday month (woohoo!), and even harder to believe, one month closer to it being a year since this pandemic officially started in the US. I finally get to come out of quarantine this week, after traveling back in LA, and to say I’m excited to simply go on a walk outside is an understatement.

Here’s what got me through the week:

  1. I spent this week watching Bling Empire, and I have thoughts. Baby G and Anna are my absolute favs, while Christine is bleh, and Andrew needs to run swiftly off a cliff. Ahem. Some of you might think that’s mean, but you *clearly* haven’t seen the show and met Andrew, aka the OG red Power Ranger. Also, Anna is fantastic and how can I be her?
  2. I am so happy to be back home and in my own kitchen. I baked this flourless chocolate cake today (see her beauty above), trying to bake more in this new year!
  3. In very important political news, now that there are dogs back in the White House, we must ask ourselves, does Joe take them out to the front lawn at 6 AM? Does Jill take them for a walk to the dog park? These are serious questions that need answered and thankfully the Washington post has done just that.
  4. When I wasn’t watching Bling Empire, I was researching curly hair refreshers. I found this list that highlights the pros and cons of popular products to make curls fresh and new and I think I’m going to try Ouidad? Or Davines? Anyone have tips for taking care of curls?
  5. Blake Lively spoke out this week about how hard it was to find clothing brands that would fit her body post-baby. I love that she spoke out about this as a woman in a position of power/celebrity. I personally haven’t had to deal with this issue, but I know a lot of women who have and I can’t imagine having to care about something trivial like that after having gone through giving birth.
  6. Anyone else still obsessed with Bridgerton? Just me? Fine. Since I’ve watched the show (twice) I’ve started reading the books, which follow the love lives in succession down the line of Bridgerton children. Here’s a quick recap if you’re curious. I’m reading through Anthony’s story today.
  7. I loved this week’s episode of the Skinny Confidential, about being more productive in 2021. I thought they gave a lot of good ideas, especially how to factor in more creative time and reduce multi-tasking to be more productive overall. I wish I could say I scheduled every part of my day, but I don’t think I’ll ever be that person, if I’m being honest?

Here’s to a happy start to a new week and a new month!

Sincerely,

Sara Ann

Sincerely Seven: Week 3

This week, we finally journeyed back to the West Coast and I am so happy to be back. I am not happy to unpack, however. Why is unpacking the actual worst? And why don’t I have any open closet space from the things I took on my trip? I clearly need to go through my clothes and get rid of some things but that’s even more work, which is why I don’t want to start unpacking. What I really want is a bigger apartment, but LA why you so expensive, huh?

Here’s the things that got me through this (great) week:

  1. The Inauguration happened this week and my serotonin is back at levels I wasn’t sure would ever be possible again. I was obsessed with all the women’s outfits, especially those of Michelle Obama (that outfit literally slayed), Dr. Jill Biden, and Meena Harris. But, my favorite moment was the swearing in of VP, Kamala Harris; what her position means for women everywhere, especially women of color, I cannot even contain how incredible it was to witness that moment of history.
  2. Also on the topic of Inauguration, can we discuss how amazing Amanda Gorman is? That poem was incredible, her coat and accessories were incredible, I can’t wait to see more from her. I loved her Vogue interview as well, she has a sense of confidence that I cannot even fathom having when I was 22, let alone 27.
  3. Since COVID has started, the world has had to adjust in dozens of ways, many of which I can’t even begin to know about. I found this article about COVID compliance officers on movie sets very interesting. That job sounds incredibly difficult and stressful, I certainly don’t think I could do it.
  4. This week, I watched Pretend It’s a City and fell in love with Fran Lebowitz. I do feel like some of the content would have been funnier if I were living in NY and experiencing a lot of the things she discusses, but I really love her spirit, her general hate of just about anything, and hearing about her life and experiences.
  5. I also spent this week cackling over TikTok videos, specifically CaseyisCrazy, which turned Disney Princesses into the Real Housewives and it is so funny, I want (need) MORE. I also loved justme.rod who chronicled the drama of Olivia Rodrigo, et al. Like he just gets my FEELINGS about this situation, you know?
  6. After eating many, many Midwest meals (ahem, no offense), I am ready to eat healthier and cleaner. This recipe for a Kale Caesar salad with sweet potato fries caught my eye, along with these veggie enchiladas!
  7. Finally, perhap the greatest thing to emerge from the Internet this week, The Bernie Sanders Meme. I have died cackling at these since Wednesday, here are some of my favorites.

Have a lovely week ahead folks!

Sincerely,

Sara Ann